feedpuppy's 空缺

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that nieve
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird
I’m more than a plane
I’m more than some pretty face
Beside a train
and it’s not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
fall upon my knees
find a way to lie
about a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd
but don’t be nieve
even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
but wont you concede
even heroes have the right to dream
and its not easy to be me

Up up and away away from me
Well it’s all right you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy or anything

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that nieve
Men weren’t meant to ride
with clouds between their knees

I’m only a man
in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I’m only a man
in a phony red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me, Inside of me, Inside of me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a phony red sheet
I’m only a man looking
for a dream
I’m only a man
in a phony red sheet
And it’s not easy
Ohhh ohhhh ohhhhhhh
It’s not easy to be me

Ever Fallen In Love

You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I’m hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that’s worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

I can’t see much of a future
Unless we find out what’s to blame
What a shame (oh what a shame)
And we can’t be together
Until we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I’m hurt
And if I start a commotion
I’ll only end up losing you
And that’s worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with

La la la la la la…

all this world

pale and clear the light of dawn
evening’s laughter long gone
even love a forgotten need

draw the shade and face the day
feel illusion float away
hold the dream and let it free

how many strangers d’you have to meet?
how many old friends d’you have to see?
with how many lovers d’you have to sleep?
to know that you’re alone in all this world

feel the fear and let it pass
hear the questions no-one asks
close your eyes and let them see

how many strangers d’you have to meet?
how many times kneel at your god’s feet?
with how many lovers d’you have to sleep?
to know that you’re alone in all this world

Apple Bed

of horses wet
with melted ice
they would not heed
my advice
and burdened limbs
of its weight
to break and rot
a whispered fate

please
doctor, please

a remedy
in a bloody sea
to breach the hive
and smoke the bees
you can be my friend
you can be my dog
you can be my light
you can be my fog

please
doctor, please

the witches will return to their sticky tree knots
i will feel the sun
i will feel the sun
i will feel the sun coming down

i wish i had
a horse’s head
a tiger’s heart
an apple bed

Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself

There’s someone calling my name
But there’s nothing to respond
I lost so much in our collapse
Man, my little hope is gone

The voice said don’t worry friend
The darkness is just a suggestion
Oh don’t worry kid
This darkeness is just a suggestion
Oh don’t worry Kevin

I’m allergic to the world when we’re separated
There’s nothing in my heart that’s worth the beating
Feeling like a styrofoam prop
Ennui is eating
I’m sure we talk and talk
But nothing worth repeating
I feel defeated

Now I’m O.D.ing on your cocksucker blues
You make me uptight
When you just don’t work right
You painted my prison now something’s wrong
And I never ever wanted to write this song

I’m killing myself but it’s not suicide
I’m killing myself
I’m killing myself but it’s not suicide
I’m killing myself
And my friends will never know
Because I’ve never been
Because I’ve never been honest with anyone

Always pulling faces from the unreposessing places of the universal mind
I’m crippled by the world when we’re divided
There’s nothing in my heart that’s worth the clicking
Feeling like a Pamplona bull that’s finished kicking

Although we try to break the loop
It’s always stuck repeating
I feel defeated

Now I’m O.D.ing on your cocksucker blues
You make me uptight
When you just don’t work right
You painted my prison now something’s wrong

And I never ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along
But it’s hopeless

And i never ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along
But it’s hopeless